최근 듣는 음악.

あなたの亡骸に土をかける 당신의 유해에 흙을 뿌렸어 それが禁じられていたとしても 그것이 금지되어 있다 해도

純粋なまなざしの快楽には 순수한 눈빛의 쾌락에는 隠しきれない誘惑があった 숨겨지지 않는 유혹이 있었어

どうして罪があるのだろう 어째서 죄가 있는 걸까 どうして罰があるのだろう 어째서 벌이 있는 걸까

骨の尖はあまりにも白く 뼛조각은 너무나도 하얗고 無限につづく闇をさそった 무한하게 계속되는 어둠을 불렀어

何もかもがあざやかにみえて 모든 게 선명하게 보이고는 すぐに消えてしまう 곧 사라져버렸어

あなたの思い出に鍵をかける 당신과의 추억에 열쇠를 채웠어 それが損なわれていたとしても 그것이 이롭지 못할 지라도

狂おしい愛情の奥底には 미칠 듯한 애정의 마음 속 깊은 곳에는 抑えきれない衝動があった 억누를 수 없는 충동이 있었어

かけらをひろい集めながら 조각을 주워 모으면서 夢の終わりを待っていた 꿈이 끝을 기다리고 있었어

罪があるのは諦めているから 죄가 있는 것은 포기하고 있으니까 罰があるのは求めすぎるから 벌이 있는 것은 지나치게 원하고 있으니까

何もかもが置き去りにされて 모든 게 전부 홀로 남겨져버려서 まわる　まわりつづける 반복되고, 또 반복되고 있어

朝がくれば笑えるだろうか 아침이 오면 웃을 수 있을까 あの日のように笑えるだろうか 그 날 처럼 웃을 수 있을까

失くしたものは何ひとつないと 잃어버린 건 아무것도 없다고 願う　願いつづける

ふたりの手 吸い付くように 두 사람의 손, 꼭 잡은 것 처럼 離れない いつも一緖さ 떨어지지 않을거야 언제나 함께니까

氣付いたら傍にいたよね 깨닫고 보니 곁에 있었지 打ち明けたこともないまま 숨길 것 하나 없는 채로

終わらない夏 끝나지 않는 여름 どこまでも行こうよ 어디까지라도 가자

大好きだよ 정말 좋아해 昨日までも明日からも同じはずだった 어제까지도 내일부터도 같을 터였는데

夢がそっど告げていたよ 楽ほど終りそうで 꿈이 살짝 알려줬어 즐거울수록 끝나버릴 것 같아서 不思議だよね はなられた手が落ちて 신기하지? 떨어진 손이 밑으로 늘어지고 まるで迷子みたい いつのまにかいない 마치 길을 잃어버린 것 같아 어느새 없어졌어

傾けた砂時計には 기울어진 모래시계에는 零れてく ふたりの記憶 흘러넘치는 두 사람의 기억

重ねた手 拔けるように 겹쳐진 손에서 새어 나가듯이 落ちてゆく 音もないまま 떨어져 가 소리도 없이

屆かない夏 닿지 않는 여름 ゆびきりは寂しく 손가락을 걸었던 약속은 쓸쓸하게 手を振るけど 손을 흔들지만 昨日までも明日からも君を探してる 어제까지도 내일부터도 언제나 너를 찾고 있어

夢がそっど告げていたよ 無ざけるほど毁れそうで 꿈이 살짝 알려줬어 순진할 수록 부서질 것만 같아서 不思議だよね ありがとうの言葉が 신기하지?  고맙다는 말이 まるで最後みたい いつのまにかいない 마치 마지막같아 어느새 없어졌어

巡る季節を逆さまに巡った 반복되는 계절을 거꾸로 돌아갔어 いつかまた合えると 언젠가 다시 만날 수 있다고

So, I Know you go another way.

ただ信じでた 孤独から逃げるように 그저 믿고 있었어 고독에서 도망치는 것 처럼 もう終わりにしよう 이제 끝내자

You don’t  take me away, but I understand.

恋と違う解釈でも 사랑과는 다른 해석이라도 愛と違う関係でも 사랑과는 다른 관계라도 二人はもう新しい二人になれる 두 사람은 이제 새로운 두 사람이 될 수 있어 僕は行くよ スーピドに乗って 나는 앞으로 나아갈거야 스피드를 내서

だからきっと悲しくない 그러니까 분명 슬프지 않아 だからきっと君は泣かない 그러니까 분명 너는 울지 않아 だからきっとあの時の二人に 그러니까 분명 그 시절의 두 사람에게 さよらなを告げても 안녕을 고하더라도 泣いたりしないよ 울거나 하지는 않아

I feel it welling up inside And Robert Smith lied, Boys do cry and with Blood tears in my eyes I’m an Anne Rice novel come to life. I can’t hide the monster… anymore. One can, only feel desolate for so long until One starts to change into Something the mirror doesn’t recognize. Metamorphosize. The darkness has been biding its time To claim its latest victim, Fresh meat for carnal desires, To become, what I became. I viewed the sun for the last time.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim’s blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips. (Crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you.

And it pulses through, The desire to change, to deconstruct All of my, All of my, past failings. But where to begin, because when you live in sin It’s hard to look at saints, Without them reflecting your jet black aura back on you. And all I have is hope My inner burn’s not fading, I’ll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim’s blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips. (Crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you.

And all I have is hope And all I need is time To bury in pine under six feet of time The lies I told me about myself. Claw my way out, Pick the splinters from under my fingernails. I won’t lose hope, I won’t give in. Just live and breathe, try not to die again. Just live and breathe, try not to die again. Just live and breathe, try not to die again. I try not to die again.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim’s blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips. (Crimson and red) My heart is dead and so are you.

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done? Will you still kiss me the same, When you taste my victim’s blood? So crimson and red, I feel it flowing from your lips.(When you taste my victim’s blood) My heart is dead and so are you.

I’m a Cadillac tramp at the end of his road A swap meet rat who’s sittin’ on gold yeah baby I’m a guitar gangster without a tune I’m the baseball bat that’s waiting to swing Your loan shark friend with the broken knees yeah baby I’m a penthouse pauper with nothing to do

Chorus: Yeah, yeah, yeah… I’m chasing nickels and dimes The rest of the world passes me by Nah, nah, nah… I’m just wasting my time I’m just sitting here and wondering why

I’m the high rollin’ creep that’s in too deep With the slicked back hair and the silver teeth yeah baby I’m a vagabond king with a stolen crown I’m a jailhouse poet, a genius, a fool I’m the pimp who’s lost his cool yeah baby I’m your first class taste in a second class town

Chorus: Yeah, yeah, yeah… I’m chasing nickels and dimes While the rest of the world passes me by Nah, nah, nah… I’m just wasting my time I’m just sitting here and wondering why yea

I’m a loaded gun pointed at the mirror A drugstore cowboy whose end is near yeah baby I’m a big time schemer with broken down dreams I’m a derelict rebel without a cause I ain’t the cat with the sharpest claws no baby Cause sometimes life just ain’t what it seems Chorus: Yeah, yeah, yeah… I’m chasing nickels and dimes While the rest of the world passes me by Nah, nah, nah… I’m just wasting my time I’m just sitting here and wondering why

I’m just sitting here and wondering why And just like you I’m wondering why